a very sad day

Today was moms funeral and I sure feel the emptiness of knowing that we will never be able to see her again.I know It's time for her to move on to her next chapter but I think part of me says that she has to be there for Joel, so that he won't be sad.I know vaness will have no memory of her but I have plenty of pictures so that she will still have a glimpse of her grandma when she's bigger.I really hope she is in peace now and is in a happier world.